I belong to the Muscogee (Creek). Our name for ourselves is Mvskoke. The European settlers called us Creeks, because of our proximity to water. We originally lived along the waterways in what are now the northern parts of Georgia and Alabama, before The Removals in the 1830’s. My people lived beside water because water is the First Medicine.
I have a river-drifted stick with a very powerful presence. I drilled a hole through it so that I can wear it around my neck. This totem symbolises my connection to the Mvskoke and to the spirit of the river.
It reminds me that I belong to the Muscogee and of the river of blood which flows through my veins. My ancestors walked the Trail of Tears; we lost our homeland and many of us lost our language and the Knowing of our traditional ways, but the river of blood still flows through our veins. A hidden river that carries our grief and our memories, our hopes and our dreams. The river has carried me to where I am. I carry our story into the world, through my words and my art work. I have been learning about my ancestors, our history and contemporary life in the 21st century, as well as the Muscogee language. Hvcce poyvfekcv means ‘river spirit/soul/ghost’ , pronounced /hácci poyafíkca/.
Today I set my easel up and got out my (mostly grey) chalk pastels to draw my river totem.
It was so fascinating to really look at it and follow the shapes and patterns with my eyes and to try to capture their fluency on paper.
It looks a bit like a person, or an animal. Perhaps it has something of the shape-shifter and Trickster Rabbit, Chufi.
The word totem comes from the Ojibway word dodaem and means “brother/sister kin”. It is the archetypal symbol, animal or plant of hereditary clan affiliations. People from the same clan have the same clan totem and are considered immediate family. The Ojibway scholar Basil H. Johnston defines dodaem, or totem, as “that from which I draw my purpose, meaning, and being,”
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