I’ve been feeling many different emotions in response to all that is happening in the world. The recent violence in Germany, France and America, and the political situations in the UK and the US. I was especially upset about the killing of an elderly priest in Rouen. I’ve lately felt quite overwhelmed and as though I would like nothing more than to retreat from the world and build a hard shell around me.
I woke from a dream the other morning in which I had just finished drawing a portrait of a young man who was dwelling with me. I beheld this young man, paid witness to him and captured his likeness. Next in the dream, I was about to draw a picture of Kuan Yin.
Dream figures reflect our inner state and the outer world. Many of our young men are not well fathered, nor well mothered nor held in the fabric of the world. Some of them are doing really horrendous things. It must be so difficult to grow up into manhood. I know how trapped and diminished girls and women can be by society’s definitions and roles for us, but it is no easier for boys and men.
Kuan Yin goes by many names. She is an Eastern goddess of Mercy and Compassion who hears the cries of the world. Compassion means ‘to suffer with’.
When I woke, I felt a softening and the ability to hold a lot of conflicting and difficult thoughts and feelings with love.
I felt at peace after being visited by the promise of Kuan Yin. I found a few different images of her online:
This morning, I woke with the dawn and sat up in bed and made the drawing that I was about to in my dream last week. As usual, different than expected elements always appear. The earth is in the lower left hand corner and a dragon appears to encounter the world. This isn’t an evil presence, however. The dragon, an ancient symbol for high spirituality, wisdom, strength, and divine powers of transformation, is a common motif found in combination with the Goddess of Mercy.
I saw a friend last week who has a very similar resonance to me, and it was good to share and reflect together. She currently has a very spiritual response to life, but said that when she was younger, she had a very political stance and wonders if she will take that approach again. I think that many people are concerned about the state of the world and are wondering what response is needed. We can choose to hide away, tune out, become politically active, write and speak to others about our feeling and thinking responses to events. For myself, I don’t know if I will take a more active response, but for now it is enough to hear and acknowledge the cries of the world.